Danish Word of the Week: VIDNESBYRD (VIL-nes-byurd) Testimony
1st P-day in Denmark |
This is so unreal! This is my last week as a full-time
missionary. A lot of people have been asking me how I feel-and I don't
really know what to say. In a lot of ways, it just feels like any other week.
I'm still doing the same things, and it feels like I'll be here in Denmark
forever. But then every once in a while it hits me: I'm not going to see these
old colourful houses anymore. I'm not going to put my nametag on every day.
This Sunday is my last Danish sacrament meeting! There are so many wonderful things about Denmark that feel so familiar
to me-and I know I can't prepare for how much I'll miss it.
1st wk, 2nd bike wreck, 1st broken bone - ever! |
The other thing I feel is
gratitude. I will never be able to count all of the things that my mission
has taught me! When you're on a mission, you
are blessed with a very clear perspective. I have been told many times how
important it is to write down all of the thoughts and ideas I have about my
future while I'm here on my mission. This
is a time when I am able to take a step out of the world and really see it with
new eyes. I feel that I have been blessed with so much direction and
guidance which I will use for the rest of my life.
I'm grateful for how hard my mission
has been. This is the most difficult, trying thing I've ever done. There have
been many times when I've wondered what I'm doing here, if I'm doing any good,
and if I'll ever be able to live up to this calling. Those trials have given me
a testimony that the Lord never leaves me. I have learned how to rely on his
strength when I feel that I don't have anything more to give. Me and my
companion were talking the other day about how it's possible to feel love
for complete strangers. 'I don't really know these people, I don't
necessarily trust them yet, but I just love them! How is that
possible?' We realized that it's not our love we're feeling, God is
allowing us to feel a portion of his love for these people we meet. That is
such a privilege!
The hardest thing is saying goodbye
to people. In the past, I have never said 'Farvel,' (Goodbye), I've always
said, 'Vi ses.' (See you later!) But lately, I've been having to check myself
because some people-I really won't see later! But what I've started saying is,
'Vi ses på Facebook.' (see you on Facebook.) J That makes my life a little easier.
Horsen Ward and George's Baptism |
I asked my Bishop if he remembered
what the last week of his mission in England was like. He gave me really good
advice. He said, 'In my last week, I
thought about the Savior. The last week of the Savior's life was the
most important. If he had quit before the last week, his whole life would have
been in vain. Work hard, be happy, and then you'll be able to go home and say,
'I did it.'' I really loved that. I know that I am a much different
missionary now than I was at the beginning of my mission. My attitude has
changed a lot, and I feel like I've become more steady and calm. I am looking
forward to making the very most of these next 7 days!
I am excited to come home! A
myth that I just want to bust really quickly is that it's not trunky to be
excited to see your family. I love you all so much and I have missed you a ton!
I'm excited to see you all again.
I hope you have a great week! Will
you do me a favor and find a way to share your testimony with someone this
week? It can be anyone, and it can be in a creative way. Tell me how it goes
when I see you. J
The best way to strengthen your own testimony is to share it. People
need the light, hope, and perspective that the gospel gives us. If we don't
share what we know, how else will others find truth? The joy of the gospel is
understanding. In the middle of all of our trials, we understand that there is
a greater purpose. I am so grateful for a Heavenly Father who knows me and
loves me. I am grateful for his plan of happiness for me and for all of us. I
know that he sent Jesus Christ into the world so that we could be lifted above
all sorrow and pain. I also know that Christ is coming again, and I am so
excited for that day! Because of Him, there is always hope. There will be a
happy ending to all of this. He is our Savior, and he knows us perfectly. I am
grateful to be one of his representatives, and for the honor I have had of
bearing his name.
Vi ses!
Love, Søster Van Orden
WK46: Legoland |
WK50: Witch Burning Holiday |
WK68: Bike Repair Pros! |
WK71: Holiday Music Tour Rehearsal |
WK72: Holiday Music Tour |
Missionaries in Denmark toured the wards in the country,
singing in Danish and English. Here is their playlist!